i finally realise dat i all the while was living in my own world.. how do i find out??

I was lucky enough to get into this company n yes.. they pay the colour therapist for doing consultations with the staff.. so? we no need pay.. they pay for us!! I hr for 80bucks lehx..not bad ehx?

well, she was a very nice lady.. and so coincidence, she is my ex classmate's auntie cum sac sec sch alumni, cum rainbow group helpers cum colour therapist. haha, super 'qiao'..

so, i manage so get the slot in, dis is my 1st time, was abit nervous though, den asked me to take 4 bottles .. have a lot of colours..but i choose 1 by 1.. den, talk abt my problemz.. my personality, my obstacles, my thoughts, my life, my relationships, my mind, my worries and my DESIRE!! hah*.. i tell u, it really touches my heart.. can say is true for me.. coz it actually happen to me.. after e treatment, i felt great.. i felt so light-hearted.. keep on smiling.. den yesh.. i keep telling myself now.. wateva obstacles may be, i'll overcome it in no time.. but 1st of all, i needa trust myself, love myself, accept myself for who i am.. den i wont feel depress, worried, n irritated.. yesh.. i used to feel dis way.. i always have negative thoughts.. i was so afraid of losing this job.. get scolded.. no money, bad relationships.. but all this was just my thoughts.. everything was getting well..

My work is quite ok.. my manager din push me for sales.. n even says dat i'm doing a great job.. building gd repoll with customers.. and of coz.. with e staff.. n i'm happy coz they treat me well..

but before that, i was so afraid i cant break the egg.. after today's therapy, just before i go home.. Rose intro me to dis customer n i talked abit to her abt e products n did some demo for her.. n yesh.. she bought e product from me.. super happy..

love this kinda feeling alot..

anyway, i will try to be this positive.. n i'll give 100% of love n trust to every1!! LOVE YA!! hee*

*love my darling loads..

oh.. btw, here is Nvey's website if u guys wanna noe..

www.nveymakeup.com

there's 2 kind, 1 is ECO Organic, 1 is NOT ORGANIC.. yeaps.. feel free to ask me abt make-up.. i'll definitely tell u wat i noe.. =]