So in ♥ with you

Thursday, October 27, 2005--2:30 PMY

Monday[24/10]
u came back with gifts.. wallets, blouse, earrings, biscuits, and a b** thanks dear.. but my heart is hurt..

Tuesday[25/10]
was kinda sad coz e repeated affection from my frenz.. pressuring me again.. makin me miserable.. i cant stand it.. but i was disappointed when u blame it on my fren.. she juz dun wan me to get hurt by u.. its who u did me wrong.. u shld bear all e consequences if u wanna get back with me.. but instead of trying to make me smile u ended up blaming her.. u r so selfish.. y cant u c dat its ur blardy fault!! *argh* u noe wat.. e lil trust in me for u has gone after wat u say! wat u mean by killing my frenz.. did dey did me wrong? did dey say any harsh words ta make me cry? *NO* dey was dere for me when i needed some1.. where were u?? u were with ur darling gf .. den wat abt me?? i'm so alone here .. cleaning up e mess u left for me.. *ALONE* u will neva noe how sad i am.. NEVER!!*ARGH* how i wish i can juz get over everything and be carefree! I HATE UR BEHAVIOUR!! I HATE UR SELFISHNESS!

we wentta eat steamboat at parkway.. tryna be cheerful as usual.. changed my singtel plan.. went home.. den we talked awhile downstairs.. talked abt wat shan told me.. how she feel.. but dere's no wrods from u... AGAIN* u keep telling me n promising me dat u will not keep quiet .. but U HAVE BEEN LIKE DIS!! NEVA CHANGED!! i went home after dat.. and no msg from u e whole nite again.. I HATE WAITING FOR UR MSG!!! U promised me dat u will msg me no matetr wat.. but wat is dat?.. u still cant keep ur promise! cry myself ta slp..

Wednesday[26/10]
y everytime whenever we quarrell .. its ur fault, and u will make it as its my fault!! u noe wat.. i really feel like giving up dis fucking r/s!! coz u r so so selfish! u care abt ur own.. do u care abt me.. so wat u r sweet.. ur fucking behavior is hurting me u noe.. ARGH*

waited for ur msg again.. u msged me dat u bought me lunch.. hanged outside my doorgate.. *touched* but alot of ?? in me still.. after which.. u came ta mit me.. met ah long at bugis.. ate some food. den went 'jia' ktv pub.. its a nice nite though only 3 of us.. funny ppl entertaining us dere.. makes me forget abt e sadness.. someppl wanna noe our beloved long bao bao.. yupz* doctor seah sia.. haha* i founded 10 bucks..d en long bao bao wentta take it ta pay for e bill.. wahaha* fun la.. den tired lo..

Thurday[27/10]
dear was so poor thing ta let me vent my frustration.. *sayang* love u dear u noe... oh.. supposed ta mit long le den mit yvonne le o 'jia' but we ended up gg ta town walk walk lo.. replenished my skincare.. *missha* yupz* rain so big lo.. stuck at fareast.. wanted ta buy e beachlife game.. damn addicting!i dunc are.. i'm gonna get it.. wahah* e legal disc is $19 lo can.. gonna get e P***** hee*... muahahhahhahahah* oopz*...missing my dearie..

darling.. i noe u have been trying v hard ta changed.. but.. haiz.. i dunno wat ta say.. but all i noe is dat.. if u really wan be with me.. i guess dis r e obstacles ta get back with me... if u choose ta let go, i really dunno wat ta say le.. but all i can say is dat i love you.. i really do...*muackz*

So in ♥ with you

Friday, October 21, 2005--10:45 PMY

Wednesday
wentta marina square ta walk ard.. yaya.. had long john wid dearie after some window shopping.. n some irritatin retards sitting beside us talking abt love.. n guess wat.. 1 of e guy was talking so loud dat i cant even hear myself talking.. talking abt his ex gf is ugly n sucky n flirtish n wateva.. i mean.. dats ur taste wat.. talk so much for wat sake? fancy telling ur frenz how bad ur taste is?anyway, after our dinner, we wentta suntec ta walk abit.. den head home after dat.. dearie was sweet to pei me study for my exams ( thurs-admin). kinda read thru n dearie picked out some quest for me.. *tweet* at last i get some points in my head.. after some readings.. dearie gotta rush for the last train home.. i am so happy to have my froggie prince!but dearie gg bangkok on thurs.. n i'm sure missing the days we had.. i'm waiting for you to come back.. i'm missing you!

Thursaday
had a slight migraine in e morning.. dunno wat i shld do for my exams later.. had my admin paper.. was kinda blur.. n yaya.. dat person sitting beside me hor.. damn noisy.. haha* keeping tryna say e ans out.. butta i already thinking..yaya.. wateva.. at least i'm done with 1.. oh.. dearie was sweet.. i went home str8 after my paper.. missing you.. cant wait monday to come faster.. yupz* dearie abt 1 plus fly le.. and was all e while on9.. dearie sent an email to me.. so tweet* hee* and ya.. a call from you, msges from you makes me smile..!! =]

today was isaac's birthday * haha* HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU AGAIN!!
too bad dearie cant join us.. at home on9 do my frenster wallpaper.. was kinda stress in doing it.. coz i got no time.. and i gotta rush ta mit yvonne girlie..den walked ta fareast mit ah long nropger n e bday boy! haha.. was kinda nice ta c sharon dere.. ah long interviewed at her work place.. kewl* hope long can get e job.. den dey can work together! haha* had a big scene dere.. ah long became mad.. me n yvonne wentta ate malay chix rice.. n after dat wentta mit isaac's fren.. yupZ* said bye to sharon n yaya.. dey headed for some kickin'.. den ah long once again.. BECOME MAD!!he screams n making 'groaning' sound everywhere he goes.. waving to strangers n ya.. i started laughing like i 'heh-gu'.. but i so miss my dearie so much.. isaac drove us down ta 'jia' ktv pub.. n yaya.. e drag queen for anita mui was dere singing.. damn nice* really sound like anita!! my gosh* so.. ya.. i ended up din study for my last paper. but who cares.. den lydia who works dere offered isaac drinks.. wow* tons n tons of gins and beers and ya.. dat idiot alvin open a bottle of chivas and asked all of us to drink.. knowing dat i tml got exams de lo.. i drank abit.. thank roger n long for helpin me.. haha* singing was nice.. had fun.. taboo was havin anni cel n free entrance for every1.. so ah long n me went in a while.. its a cool place..have alot of shuai ge.. but no thanks.. i have mine! hee* i'm satisfied with mine! hee* was so tweet* dat dearie msg n called me too* cutted e cake n e tiramisu cake is damn nice! but i got no appetite coz i missing som1 dearly.. anyway, isaac n yvonne was hungry n dey got back with cup noodles and whip potato.. so roger n i shared e whip potato coz he cant finish it.. but i so wish dat my dearie was with me.. missing your hugs.. missing your everything! isaac was kinda drunk but kinda sober and he drove us back.. thanks boy.. hope u r happy! =] but wat e hell.. went home abt 3 n wash up a lil n wentta slp.. but i cant slp at all.. e alcohol is taking effect.. my head was spinning.. i'm so awake! tossing n turning till 5 plus am den got some nap..

Friday
yupZ* last day of paper.. din study for it.. din rest anough.. my brain's dead.. nothings alive.. i'm missing you.. getting crazy.. argh* cant acc deb go out after paper.. sorrie girlie.. i needa have my beauty slp.. i'm happy dat its HOLIDAY now.. stayed at home e whole day.. to rest! yawnz* hee*glad to hear my dearie voice .. thanks for e calls n msges my dearie.. muackiez*hope dat my dearie is havin a good time.. i love you darling! me waiting for u still.. =] muackiZ*

So in ♥ with you

Thursday, October 20, 2005--2:00 PMY

dearie went bangkok today.. missing my frogie lil prince!
mon den she'll come back.. yaya.. today's our beloved isaac's BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ISAAC BOY!!
n ya.. suppose to go mit them.. yaya.. i'm gg too.. gonna study awhile le den go lo.
tmr last paper.. dat fugly biatch who told us dat filing is in for exams..
f*** her...n ya.. den y HR is in.. when u told us dat dere's no nid to study for dat?..
liar.. cunning fox!fugly moron* yaya.. always tokin abt dreaming of ur grandpa.. ya..
u sure dat is ur grand pa? or some santa claus with hello kitty in wonderland..
(coz u fugly like them so much dat u dream of them!(f*** off!)

yaya... i'll be so lonely dis few days.. missing my darling.. n i only can face who?
my dog.. my bed.. my com.. yaya.. n TV!@! haha*

derrick---> madness .. fancy poking e mac breakfast box into a' cock'.. n ya.. its ugly..
debra---> worse.. after Miss ite.. she's mad.. she screams n raise on top of her voice..
n yaya.. do u nid pi pa gao? haha* dun eva say WE miss u... coz WE DONT!!

muahaha..

darling: pls be safe ! n be v careful.. i love you always!! waitin for u to come back!

yeaps* pls enjoy e fotos..

So in ♥ with you

Wednesday, October 19, 2005--10:31 PMY