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Saturday, May 28, 2005--10:22 PMY

If any1 come across e post below.. i think u guys shld noe wat had happen to me ya?.. dis is actually in frenster:

hey girls.. i recently got to noe a liar cum cheater,a guy who cheat girls money.. cheat girls feelings.. PLs dun get near him.. he's 22 yrs old dis year.. taurus.. he claims he is a car agent but e truth he's not.. he's juz a technician.. he says he's a lion dance instructor.. but pls.. he's lieing.. he's juz a disciple dere.. he got att wid me.. n he cheated me by asking me to open a line for him.. when i wanna break wid him.. he dun wanna return me n fone n sim card.. n it cost a bomb! **I SWEAR DIS IS ALL TRUE!!** PLS DUN BELIEVE HIM!.. when he got together wid me.. got a few girlfrenz out dere.. all of them dunno dat he's a flirt actually.. he claims he work.. but he din.. !!
** pls girls.. i tot he's e one for me.. but he actually lied n cheated me.. PLS BEWARE OF HIM!! he's nick in frenster is lonelyboz , heavenboz, loveboz,devilboz & etc.. he oso got an acc Ben with a 21st birthday cake as pri photo.. Pls dun accept him~~PLS delete him off ur acc k..
** alot of girls got cheated by him.. i'm juz e lastest.. i dun hope u girls will get cheated!! If u all really doubt me.. PLS refer to me!!
* Pls send dis msg to all ur girl frenz thru private msg.. to let them noe abt it.. a million thanks for doing so.. *i really hope he'll stop all dis!

he totally an uncool guy.. he sucks to e ultimate max.. wateva dat is stated above r all truth! haiz.. i juz cant believe dat got dis kinda guy on earth.. he really ought to be SHOT DEAD! thanks girlie for letting me noe of it.. i've made up my mind n i'm not gonna patch wid himm.. how to even give him a chance when every1 is telling me he wentta exchange no. wid their fren.. or wat so eva.. come on.. he can lie to a 3yr old kid.. HE CANT LIE TO ME ANYMORE! once is enuff.. wateva la.. but i am counted lucky coz i neva let him fuck me! my girls noe dat i wont allow.. haha only when i'm 28 after marriage.. wateva dat is.. i really hope he'll pay me back e bill $221.49 & e fone!! he can still col me n tell me dat he really wanna be wid me.. FUCK SPIDER SIA!! pissed wid him..

anyway.. recently got contact wid jake.. den ya.. wentta watch movie wid him n stuff.. was nice though.. madagascar n house of wax.. haha* e cartoon was funny.. e house of wax was SCARY!.. as usual he took off his jacket to let me cover.. haha* it was nice.. now not so close wid henry le.. i'm so sorrie dude.. i'm kinda busy catching up wid old pals.. hee* but no worries i wont forget u.. hee* i dunno wat am i feeling now.. u brought back memories .. good n bad.. bitter n sweet.. n it was nice.. u tried to make me smile.. n i did... we did talk alot.. n i'm happy abt it.. thanks for being dere for me.. i really appreciate it! *HUGZ*

** ohoh.. my girlie birthday coming le.. wanna wish HER

HAPPIE 19th BIRTHDAY GIRLIE!!

Stay pretty n kawaii n healthy k? *HUGZ*

So in ♥ with you

Tuesday, May 24, 2005--11:11 AMY

alot of things have been happening lately.. i tot will change beta.. will improve.. but no.. i was so wrong.. so so wrong.. u told me dat u will change.. u told me dat u really love me.. n dat u wont find some1 else.. u told me dat u will treat me beta in future..u even told me dat u try ur very best to be dere for me.. i told myself to believe u dis time round.. but wat i saw .. really made me sad n disappointed in u.. u actually lied to me.. u told me dat u will not go frenster dere noe girls le.. but its u.. not ah boy dey all.. u put e blame on them.. u still wentta noe girls.. u noe how hurt i sad i was when i saw those msges u send to her??.. u put single.. r u really single when u r with me? haiz.. if i'm really very impt to u in ur life dat u cant lose me, u shld have tried to come find me.. personnally.. sincere.. appear in front of me.. but.. No.. all u noe is juz msg to beg for forgiveness..wat e hell is dat?.. i dunn wanna always tell u wat to do.. u shld noe wat to do!! u claimm dat u care for me.. but is dat true?.. u heard i cried over e fone.. but so wat?!? of no use.. if u have actually step into dis path which u noe i surely will get angry, u shld have stop urself from doing all dis instead testin my patience.. haiz.. i'm utterly disappointed in love.. i dunno wat to do anymore.. shld i go wait for another 1?.. or wat?? i dunno..

** v happy dat me n jake once again frenz!! haha* for i think 3mth plus ba.. soon after we break up on 14/feb.. hah* was rather shocked dat i can still tell her abt my prob lyk wat i used to.. mayb i still treat her as my 'zhi zi' ba.. i still trust her.. haha* really misses e times we had.. anyway.. dat jing oso another 1.. love to scare ppl.. haha* happy dat she found some1 else.. really sorrie to break her heart dat time..

** well, me now single again le.. i've more freedom.. i can go anywhere i wan.. go till late oso neh mind.. but i not gg clubbin le la.. dun wan kena scolded.. but all i juz hope is dat.. ben can realise dat he's in e wrong.. n he'll change for e beta.. *dun treat other girls lyk how u treat me*.. i dun wan them to get hurt lyk how u hurt me.. !

**nat girl: sorrie i wasn't dere for u.. but i'm mentally wid u.. i noe u r trying ur best to fight back all e tears.. (same as me) but u mux rem 1 thing.. once u step into it.. dun regret.. be happy.. n of coz.. u mux remd at u always have us.. rite debs?? hee* love u girls to e max!!

**james: haha* dunn drink too much.. bad for health.. i noe u now hopin dat e past can be present.. but still no use.. u have to face reality.. u still have dis fren over here* juz 1 call away..

So in ♥ with you

Monday, May 16, 2005--9:44 PMY

::: another 1 in my ma's car..:::

So in ♥ with you

--9:42 PMY

::: ya.. in my ma's car :::

So in ♥ with you

--9:40 PMY

::: me in e toilet :::

So in ♥ with you

--9:37 PMY

:::: DOUBLE ME ::::

So in ♥ with you

--9:37 PMY

::: me in dover's salon highlite my hair :::

So in ♥ with you

Friday, May 13, 2005--2:50 PMY

for abt 2 days half neh c my dear le.. wed nite wentta club wid my girl.. a nice nite though..james came down to devils to find me.. but too bad he's fren cant come in.. so worried abt him.. alot of things happen to him.. sommore he saw his girl holdin hand wid his best fren..haiz.. i noe its hard on him.. gotto noe dis guy from devils.. cindy call him hippo.. haha* but he's nice la.. yupz* he's v frenly n all.. yupZ* frenz la.. oh.. anyway, i wentta sing k wid jerry on thurs lo.. at nite suppose to mit alvin go catch a movie de.. but coz he over slpt.. haha* wish him all e best for his competition in m'sia..

i actually feels dat some of my frenz changed.. i hope dey will still rem me.. =] noeing dat i'm always dere for them de.. i promise! my dear girl nat! i noe u r hurt in alot of ways.. i hope everything will be v fine for u lo.. i noe u r now closin 1 eye.. ur hearts r slowly tearin apart in many many ways.. but there's no point at all coz dats him.. but i really believe dat 1 day he'll noe dat he's in e wrong n dat he'll regret lyk dat treat u.. my dear girl.. we'll always wid u de.. dun think so much! =] i'll love u.. huggz*..

i'm kind of dissappointed in sum1 though..i actually realised dat he cant be a gd fren.. haiz.. i hope he will noe n understand n realised dat he's doing everything in chaos.. *hugz*

So in ♥ with you

Monday, May 09, 2005--2:09 PMY

I think i gg to turn back crk8 again.. i still think dat girls still understand girls beta.. alot of things actually happen.. my girl noes abt it.. i'm in dilemma.. really.. dunno wat to do.. i'm so confused.. i dunno how to trust guys already! i'm scared.. but no use.. i wanna let go.. but how to.. i no longer noe.. i need help! i dun wanna feel dis way.. i guess i need some 1 new to step into my life again..

("V") HURTS!

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Sunday, May 01, 2005--10:26 PMY

well.. been rather lazy to blog.. hmm.. alrite.. gonna short cut it la k.. ben reach sg on fri noon.. den we meet up lo.. to go bugis.. he was so sweet.. he bought me a blue forever frens bear bear which 1 of my ex eva bought e same for me.. but is in pink.. haha* alrite..he oso bought me a 925 necklace.. we only met e 2nd time n he noes wat i lyk n all.. haha* no wonder he was so sure he can get me.. haha* blardy shitty fella. ya.. he was rather sweet la.. kpo oso.. haha* was rather worried abt nat girlie de.. damn hopin she's fine lo.. yupz* den we took a bus down to uncle dere.. yupz* he followed me la.. coz he wanna c ma.. he n me same intterest la.. haha* oh.. den he starts holdin my hand n all.. hee* ya.. dats when we got together.. [29/04/05, fri].. so e foreva fren bear bear i named it friday!! haha* after praying le wentta take a bus to tamp coz damn hot.. den ya.. he bought me water chestnut from e ntuc dere den we took a bus home lo.. walk home.. den i complained dat i wanna eat roti prata.. den he bought for me.. n my dou dou.. den wentta buy soya bean curd for my ma n e drink for myself.. hee* he really wanna me become fatter n fatter sia.. haha* den ermm.. yupz* james, K.D and zhi yang cycled to my hse downstairs coz james wanna give me e drumsticks from pizza hutt.. sweetie of him* hhee* wat a full day sia* so many food.. haha* oh..den dey all asked me to ride on their bikes to go explore sia.. tot dey say go ecp?? but end up i wear v lok kok go M.S!! oh my tian* 1st time in my whole life wear so ugly to outside! haha* ya.. dear was rather angry wid me coz i din listen to him go home rest.. yet i came out to go out wid my frenz.. n end up injured my leg.. haha* sorrie dar.. ya.. was quite funny la.. nice of james.. i noe he like me.. but.. i dunno lehx.. i juz dun wanna spoil e whole friendship.. coz he's sum1 i really appreciate n all de.. yupz* sum1 dat i care n worry de.. hmm.. anyway.. i took a cab home myself haha* coz too tired le.. den summore e next day i wentta mit james dey all go k lunch.. haha* had fun though.. but think alot lo.. unhappy stuff.. yupz* after dat wentta tiong bahru dere mit dear.. supposed to give him surprise by liang teh for him de.. coz he got sore throat.. but dat idiot bitch in forn tof me cut queue n make a scene dere.. fugly bitch* haha* but her bf dun care her sia.. lalala* haha* oh.. den met up wid dear le .. walk to his place.. his cute ah ma at home.. n ya.. i pei him go down stairs dere cut hair.. aiyo.. worse! more n more ah beng sia.. haha* yupz* came back.. den we in his room play com games.. coz he later got to work.. at tiong CC sound system wid his 1st uncle.. yupz* a nice day afterall.. had alot of conversations n questions to him..he made promises to me.. i hope he'll do it.. i hope we can last long.. yupz* hope he wont lie to me n .. ya..wont MAKE ME PREGNANT!! HAHA* oopz*.. out of point le.. oooo.. anyway.. today wentta m'sia muar n batu dere to pray lo.. too bad me got aunty visit so cant.. but alrite la.. not a bad trip though.. brought friday along too.. hee*yupZ*.. ok la.. a long entry again.. 1 day i update again ok?.. tataz*

** miss my stupid ZHU LIAN DEARIE*..

**miss my girls.. oh man..i cant survive without u girls!!!

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