Am i just a Good PR?? U mean i cant do sales?? F***.. guess what, my this whole months sales is only 600+.. n yes.. its really true.. 1stly, e client base is low.. sec, no1 helped me with my sales.. they r so busy with their treatments... and yet i got to expect most of e clients to come for a makeup after their treatment?? i cant believe it la..they expected me to tell the total sales i made this month on contact time.. its gonna be a damn shock for them.. n i'll be so embarrassed.. haiz.. wat to do.. i cant be bothered le la..


recently sick like hell.. den e next day ok.. oso v weird.. CNY coming soon.. hope everything's fine..

has been upset over the pass few days.. my colour therapist told me on my 2nd session with her, took out 4 diff coloured bottles n ya.. was different from my previous colour i chosen.. this 1 got beta.. but got some is problems i haven't solve yet.. was accurate.. again.. yupz.. she says i have wisdom.. i have love.. i love everyone ard me.. i treasure them.. but they dun treasure me.. they dun appreciate wat i did for them.. i'm sure we all r like dat.. have u eva tink back.. we dun usually remember the goodness of a person.. we only remember the person's bad points.. dat is only when we're the devil.. all i hope is dat i wan all my friends to noe dat i love them.. including those i'm not v close to.. i love u guys so so much!! i hope u guys too!!

well , she oso says i have hidden tears.. yesh.. its really true.. i can all of a sudden tear.. hai.. dunno la.. alot of things la.. well, cut it short.. i'm sad lo..

but i miss dear... so many days din c dear... i miss u.. u noe not..

i finally realise dat i all the while was living in my own world.. how do i find out??

I was lucky enough to get into this company n yes.. they pay the colour therapist for doing consultations with the staff.. so? we no need pay.. they pay for us!! I hr for 80bucks lehx..not bad ehx?

well, she was a very nice lady.. and so coincidence, she is my ex classmate's auntie cum sac sec sch alumni, cum rainbow group helpers cum colour therapist. haha, super 'qiao'..

so, i manage so get the slot in, dis is my 1st time, was abit nervous though, den asked me to take 4 bottles .. have a lot of colours..but i choose 1 by 1.. den, talk abt my problemz.. my personality, my obstacles, my thoughts, my life, my relationships, my mind, my worries and my DESIRE!! hah*.. i tell u, it really touches my heart.. can say is true for me.. coz it actually happen to me.. after e treatment, i felt great.. i felt so light-hearted.. keep on smiling.. den yesh.. i keep telling myself now.. wateva obstacles may be, i'll overcome it in no time.. but 1st of all, i needa trust myself, love myself, accept myself for who i am.. den i wont feel depress, worried, n irritated.. yesh.. i used to feel dis way.. i always have negative thoughts.. i was so afraid of losing this job.. get scolded.. no money, bad relationships.. but all this was just my thoughts.. everything was getting well..

My work is quite ok.. my manager din push me for sales.. n even says dat i'm doing a great job.. building gd repoll with customers.. and of coz.. with e staff.. n i'm happy coz they treat me well..

but before that, i was so afraid i cant break the egg.. after today's therapy, just before i go home.. Rose intro me to dis customer n i talked abit to her abt e products n did some demo for her.. n yesh.. she bought e product from me.. super happy..

love this kinda feeling alot..

anyway, i will try to be this positive.. n i'll give 100% of love n trust to every1!! LOVE YA!! hee*

*love my darling loads..

oh.. btw, here is Nvey's website if u guys wanna noe..

www.nveymakeup.com

there's 2 kind, 1 is ECO Organic, 1 is NOT ORGANIC.. yeaps.. feel free to ask me abt make-up.. i'll definitely tell u wat i noe.. =]

Today's 3rd of Jan 2007..

the day which i start work.. at Atos.. Ina harmoni.. n guess what.. i took bus n i went over stop.. i gotto walk like a mad girl when i noe i'm super late .. so so dead.. but lucky the senior assis manager came later den me.. haha*.. she debrief abt my job n yeap.. for the rest of e day.. i'm slacking like mad.. nearly fall a aslp.. not alot of cust n yes.. i realised its hard ta hit the monthly sales target.. i gonna be so dead.. but i told dear.. its all coz my pay is high.. dats y i'm v shang nao jing.. if my pay is like IG pay. den i hack care liao.. haha...n yesh.. gonna complain dat my PAY HAVEN EVEN COME IN YET.. WAT E HELL!!

haha.. but its so nice dat dear came to find me.. somemore rain so heavily.. we shared the small lil umbrella.. its sweet though.. not coz i made dearie wet.. but its sweet to share under the umbrella..
wentta eat KFC.. walk abit.. and go back home..

Another day has past... n i gotto prepare for work for the next day~~~~~~

1 word to describe my feelings for work...
___SIAN___