my life's so great now.. i have supportive family n frenz n teacher.. Annie was really nice to bring me go buy for my stuff.. dolling up was great too..

was kinda worried for debra coz she has some problems in school.. frenship.. but i hope everythings ok for her now.. poor girl.. dun worry k.. i'm juz a call away.. be there for u de ya??

yupz*.. my portfolio is so so gonna be real coming up. so nervous.. my 4 pretty models.. debra,rica, mayb serene??n my da sao?.. n i hope e other 2 can come.. hee* so gonna work hard for my cert.. thanks my dearest girls for helping me.. i'll get extras photo of ur own for u guys k?? =]

Shopping was great too... bought myself 1 Black Mango skirt n 1 Jeans Mango Skirt.. aim to get a vest from mango.. but dunno which colour to choose..

thanks dearie for being dere for me all e time.. i'm so so sorry for making u feel as if we r drifting apart.. NONO... we r not k.. i'm juz rather busy with my products coz i left with 1 1/2 more weeks till my assessment day.. i still love u as much as i used to.. Dun worry n tink so much..

I kinda miss cindy girlie.. have been to far east but din get to c her.. hope she's fine..

my other frenz e.g. roger, yvonne&others, my ite classmates.. hope everything went smoothly for u guys ya? oh.. n kelvin too.. hope his r/s n his army is ok.. haha*.. dun get too tan le.. =]

i was so wondering y deb girlie can say dat e anonymous is nat.. btw, i damn cant be bothered with sucha person.. coz u noe y?? i noe wat i am doing.. i noe i'm not in e wrong.. All my frenz noe wat kinda person i am.. dats y i cherish u all!! thanks zavier.. dun worry.. i din care much of dat person either.. its juz wasting my time. haha*.. but seriously, i damn pity sucha person coz it doesn't even have a name.. poor thing.. DUN MIND U CAN CARRY ON TAGGING AS MUCH.. n thanks for all e comments u tag on deb's blog.. i love it.. haha.. U can say i'm crazy.. but the more u HATE me, THE MORE I'll LOVE IT... coz u bother to come my blog to c... hah*..

well, well.. i dun wish to talk abt dat person who named itself 'farking'.. n i mean.. ITSELF... hahA* oh.. saw my classmate.. Jasmine in town dat day me n annie wentta MANGO.. pretty le.. happy to c her.. its really been so so long.. n i tink i saw aline.. is it?? was my eyes abit erm.. i dunno.. haha*..

i'm so so happy.. love u dearie,

love debra la.. later u say i neva love u.. hah*.. huggies*

:: my reflection :: 

:: me @ sofa :: 

:: my new black spirit hair :: 

started my classes not long.. everything was kinda alrite.. except dat i have to carry the stupid make-up kit everyday mon-fri back n forth.. its about nearly to 5 kg!! can u imagine a 5 kg solid kit dat u will be carrying either with ur hand or 1 side of ur shoulder?? started with e bridal day make-up.. was kinda confused at 1st but after some practice.. quite well now.. hee*.. my class got 4 people.. 1 is shida( local malay-outgoing&sweet,speak eng,malay), annie(IndoChinese-pretty&gentle,speak malay&eng&cantonese haha*) ,annie(Myanmar-frenly,speak chinese),LIYI(LOCAL CHINESE-SWEET*ahhem* haha*,speak eng,canto,chinese,hokkien,abit malay!!) WOW!! hah*

but i'm rather close with Annie from Indonesia n Shida.. hah* we talk the most in class.. or rather i talk the most second runner up is shida.. haha*i'm glad i did learn something dere.. though we needa buy this buy dat.. i realised dat most of it all I CAN USE!!!! muahahha! so??? i'm sorta buying it for myself.. hahA* wateva la.. i really miss shopping.. Jus dyed my hair black spirit.. hee*love it!!

FRIDAY 23JUNE
WHYNOT
larry n alston n don n another guy which i dunno, coco performed@yNot.. was invited by alston&larry&long la.. i din noe dat don performing too..SHE IS REALLY PRETTY AFTER MAKE UP!! MY GOSH!! WASTED!! abit look like Jenny, e u noe chinese old singer?? hahA* yaya! damn lookalike. damn long neva c long le.. or rather, damn long neva go club le.. hah*i'm aging real soon.. haha*.. kinda happy to c all of them.. yoyo's getting prettier n charles too! but both is getting skinnier.. *shake head* no good* mux be like me ma... Chubby Chubby fat fat look cuter!! haha* anyway, i tink i saw zavier.. haha* dunno is it or not la.. my eyes were rather blur dat nite.. though i have perfect eyesight..haha* if its really you, HIHI!!!*haha* Alan got a nice astroboy necklace.. so sad he dunno where he got it.. hmmm.. bout the performance, larry n don n alston's was good.. except dat alston abit nervous n ya u noe*.. ahaha* but i n dearie dun really like e coco dat part where 'she' dresses as a tomboy "coz got wear bra ma"..haha*
tink chalet dat time dat 1 more beta, funnier.. but larry's friday 1 oso quite funny.. WANG WANG SHUE BING! hahA* i still eva rem dat me n dearie wentta larry's hse for prayers.. dat was ages.. hah* yupz*.. i noe long v longing to get on stage to perform..haha* but boy, u have already perform at e chalet.. good enough.. learn more n u succeed!! \

after everything wentta maxwell ta get drinks.. yupz*.. =] go HOMEeeee...ard 5am..

Saturday 24JUNE
suppose to wake up n mit dearie at 3 but ended up we met at 4 coz damn slpy. haha* took a cab to suntec coz i was longing to go shopping.. bought a pair of shoe from charles n keith n 5 pieces of tops at mango n 2 jeans ..okok.. i'm a happy girl.. haha*.. i get wat i wan le la..afterwhich we took a cab to uncle's hse.. for food coz tin's birthday same as debra girlies 25june. cut cake le eat le.. watch tv abit den we go off ta debra's pasir ris BBq,.. her current classmates were dere.. cindy cant make it.. i tink nat too.. hai.. so sad.. cant c them.. but alrite la.. talked to alicia(debra's classmate cum sister).. got some stuff among them.. *always there for u k debra girl!!

HAPPY BIRTDHAY DEBRA GIRL,TINTIN..
huggies*
update soon..

*love u dear

:: MY OYSTERSSsss :: 

:: fondue part 1:: 

:: yummy Fondue part 2 :: 

:: boring part 1 :: 

:: lying on my bed.. boring :: 

:: ______ :: 

After my 3 days of praying to my godfather' Zhang tian shi' ,his da ri zi, its my beloved darling's 21st birthday!!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY DARLING!12/06/06

hee* we wentta marina square, bought the Over the hedge movie tix.. 1 of them is to claim a free tix.. hee* den we wentta walk ard, bought dearie a tee from newbie, den bought biscuits n my eyeliner n nail polishes.. reserved 2 place at Pariss dinner. said i wanna pay for eveyrthing on e day but darling still pay some for me.. i only pay for e pariss dinner.. n of coz.. i ate alot.. ate oysters, sashimis, clams, fondue,fondue and fondue.... haha*.. and ice creams too! but dearie ate so lil.. but still hope dar enjoyed la.. coz i noe dearie loves to c me getting fatter n e expression when i'm eatin, rite? haha* well, i really enjoyed the day throughout except dat something happened.. hee* the great funny show, the nice food n ambience, and of coz.. dearie at last got e same fone as me!! Nokia N70.. we can video call everyday!! how great!.. n e no. have my fav no. 12 .. hee* after we bought e fone, we wentta esplanade ta pat toh.. walk ard.. n talk alot.. talk abt the past..

i noe u cares alot for me, n dat u r trying to be dere for me! thanks dear! the past is e the past.. wateva happens i noe u r still truthful to me n honest to me in telling everything..thanks dear..
really loves the way u hugs me, smoochies, the way u try to protect me on e escalators, the way u smile n the way u made urself silly n try to make me laugh, the way u get angry n apologise to me n tries to buy me things to make me happy again, the way u followed me ard when i'm angry n u try not to get lost of me.. i love ur every thing!

*muackiez*

gotta start my classes on tues 20th june,.. so nervous.. dunno wat will dey do to me.. haha*.. i hope i still live till national day!! i wanna go shout out loud!! hee*

missing my lovely piggy!

muahaha..alrite guys.. ts been damn damn long since i on9 ..

i've juz resigned my Atos job coz i feel dat e salary sucks.. or worse den a part timer.. n of coz.. rite now i'm helping my ma at work.. n there's another good news for me..

AT LAST i can learnt t be a professional bridal n fashion make up artist!! within 2 mths.. hee*.. ma n dou pei me go applied for e course at Cosmoprof.. 20th june start e course. diploma.. slowly slowly learn den learn the theatre makeups.. muahahah den i can go for bridal to entertainment showbiz.. how wonder!! but i needa take things 1 step at a time..haha.. hope everything went smoothly la..

27thmay was my da sao's big day, we wentta lucky chinatown k box.. n yupz.. i wasn't feeling really well but i still sang alot.. hee*.. my big sis n my big big sis, me,kor, zhi xian, joanna, may may, jia wei n christopher.

NAT GIRLIE 02/06/06
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLIE!! big girl le wor.. 1 more yr to go will even bigger.. haha* but rem dis.. though we cant be like wat we used ta be.. i've always treated like wat we r.. n i do cherished e times we spend n u will always have me.. =] stay pretty n healthy n quick get married n give birth.. i wan be god mother!!!!

thanks JACINTA for invitin me ta her big day cel. 05/06/06 HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!!
though we're not as close as b4.. busy with our own things, but never forget dat i'm always dere if u need me. stay cute n pretty n may ur relationships&frenships be smooth! =]

but hai.. coz 'm still sick.. i have been sick for more den 2weeks.. wentta c doc for 3 times.. oso no use.. only dat my flu is beta.. but my cough is still dere.. so irritating.. not out for very long time..hope to c all my old frenz again.. =] i miss u all..

debra n nat girlies.. we beta go out 1 day for shopping k.. n 1 day for collecting our cert!! it shall be our big day!! we are officially graduated!! haha* bye bye ta ITE.. say hi to my diploma makeup, debra say hi to her her diploma in theatre dunno wat..n nat says hi to her job.. i so heartpain to hear u say dat its so boring.. i tink u mux be having a hard time spending ur time away in dat office!!.. do u wan us to ask 1 of us to join u? pei u?? i mean...... RU HUA WOR!!! hee* kidding la..

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERYSARY!! dearie thanks for buying me e guess wallet.. knowing dat i like it alot.. bought me tees too.. i really haven been shopping much but thanks for bringing me out for 1 day n buy things for me.. eat, n watch X men.. hee*.. love u dearie.. cherish e times we had.. muackiez*