*+*+* Tired me *+*+*

haha* suppose to go for morning lesson sia.. but in e end still slp all e way.. haha* wentta sch for our Hr lesson at 915 but in e end late la.. saw ain n deb at control.. den we walk to sch together.. recieved a col den said dat HR teacher not in.. haha* A FREE PERIOD~! SLACK!! haha* our fav hangout is a canteen lo.. yeaps.. den was lyk went for entre den slack oso.. talk cock sing song.. let them hear a new song taken from joelle.. haha* NICE SIA CUTE* -lonely- haha* sucha nice cutie rnb song.. haha* okok.. den we wentta canteen slack again.. den alvina joined us.. nice.. den we played dat true or dare again~! WOAH.. damn funny sia.. damn damn funny! dat Kummie so spoil de lo.. aim at him say we neva turn properly.. aiyo.. play oso u say de.. aim u say we turn wrong.. haha* wentta class.. den ya.. was lyk talking to derrick sia.. he another 1 neh eat med!! haha* funny guy.. my class got alot of funny ppl sia.. yupz.. received msges from a guy col alex from frenster.. he's scaring me sia.. dunno him den he keep wannting to cum my hse.. tok alot of disgusting thihngs lo.. my girl noes abt it~! i beta beware of him! ha* ok.. after sch wentta long john to eat wid nat girlie.. she drank her clam chowder widout clams.. n i ate e meal.. coz i damn hungry~! haha* nice u noe!! but i damn hot~!haha.. anyway.. after dat when home lo.. got a guy ask me for direction den i say lo.. but den he asked for my no. n my add.. haha* he's not bad looking wor.. a mature man.. in i tink his 20s.. GOT CAR!! haha* but i din give la.. coz quite scary though.. anyway.. yupz.. den was telling my da sao wanna go bugis not den she say dunn wan.. den girlie msged me to acc her to find her future' dat 1' AT PASIR RIS!! power sia.. haha* end up neh go la.. haha* my blister on my legz damn pain! have to tip toe walk ard sia. girlie arh.. lyk is lyk ok?.. dun fall too deep ok?.. be happy.. wanna c u happy face* hee*

why recently got so many guys so bian tai wan!!
SO SCARY!!
dunn talk to me abt sex..
I HATE SEX!

if u r my ger gang.. or my bud bud den can talk to me in dat way!! haha*
am i rite Fm?? n terrence?? haha* only dis two guys heard b4 my secrets during e stupid true n dare~! kum arh.. dun so bian tai la.. haha* but i dun mind coz U R MY SIS~!~!~ haha* kid kid sia...

*HUGZ* to u guys~!

--- ==[ i'm shagged & tired & DEPRESS!! ]=== ---

ok.. woke up today damn tired sia.. denw as kinda overslpt la.. hee* din go for early CBZ n p.e lo.. wentta mit nat bishan coz her dad fetched her dere.. so i went down alone .. feeling so lost n blur.. ate my mac chicken as breakfast lo.. den wentta sch.. yupz.. only me n nat n dan in com lab.. e rest all havin 2 hour p.e in e auditorium sia.. din even inform abt it.. shit them* anyway.. wentta slack ard lo.. in canteen.. played true or dare wid fm n terrence n nat.. haha* nat saw her leng zai.. yupz.. after dat i checked my fone lo.. got 2 msges from kusie.. was lyk huh? y she msged me for wat.. den e msges is from him lo.. saying sorry to me n all.. n dat he neva play wid me.. or rather toy my feelings.. If so.. den wat was dat suppose to mean? u noe wat?.. i'm real hurt by u! my heart cries all e way back to sg u noe? no1 can hear my hearts cries for u.. no1 noes dat my head is full of U n ur behaviours~!haiz* keep thinking to myself.. will he be mine again??? will he miss me?? will he tink of me?? haiz.. head full of questions.. feeling depress liaoz..haiz..anyway.. after sch went hm to change n all to go mit vivien girlie.. woah.. pretty liaoz.. summore got new target sia.. not e bad.. hah* met joelle too.. she's still e same la.. happy for her wid her new gf.. yupz* after dat wentta mit nat girlie at far east lo.. wid her dat one* lo.. yi jian.. haha* yupz.. den walk ard to find food~! eaat!!!! den we took bus to cine catch a movie.. unfortunate events! haha* its unnfortunate for us to watch dat show sia.. not say v nice leh.. haha* how i wish he's here wid me to watch movie wid me lyk how we did dat in time square cinema.. *aww* i missing him again! but e more i tink.. e more i feel sad.. i already since dat thurs till now still sad over dis sia.. still cant let go.. still thinking v hard~! ARGH! i do hate myself de lehx.. but wat can i do.. everytime when i'm alone.. i'll tink of him* haiz.. after movie slack lo.. reaally slack.. wentta centrepoint mac dere slack.. den went hm lo.. damn shagged! but i still hope dat he at least can contact me.. or msg me .. if i have problem, i mux find u.. dats wat u said to me.. but how am i suppose to bring myself to tell u? u dun need me rite? u dun care for me le rite? u dun wan me anymore rite? u dun miss me.. u dun lyk me le rite? ARGH!

*KILL ME*

[-my ("V") CRIES for You~!-]

*_^ i wan u to noe dat i still care for u.. *jass* *_^

yest 5 plus got his very 1st msg since i reach sg but i only saw it when kusie show me e msg la.. was already 10plus liaoz..hehe*.. was telling me abt he not in hostel le.. n dat he gonna be movin into a condo wid gd facilities wid his frenz lo.. happy for him* I MISS U* do u noe? hmm.. ok.. anyway.. was toking to kenneth n all.. den gonna mit him on sat for e very 1st time~! hee* okok.. gonna watch movie n all la.. yupz.. anyway.. dis morning wake up v tired lo.. so decided to msg nat if she gg for assembly not.. haha* but end up i wentta bath n prepare..haha* stupid me rite.. anyway din really slp well for e past few days .. includes the nites in KL la.. haiz* i really miss u alot* Oh.. today's my gerlie
CINDY's birthday~!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU~! *HUGZ*
hee* ok.. me met nat today morning wentta mit cindy n shisi le den go mac eat breakfast lo.. den kum jia zui n candy came to mac from sch.. haha* alritey.. we r EARLY for our second lesson anyway.. haha* was toking to them abt me changing my dress style sia.. gonna change it coz i wan have more style.. hee* ok.. den was really bitching ard la.. only my gers noe la.. haha* slack n all.. den oh.. took back our HR test.. got 8 marks lo.. upon dunno how much.. haha* neh study oso can get 8 marks.. good enuff la.. summore i leave first 2 qn blank.. haha* after sch wentta J8 wid nat to c c my tee n all.. bought a purple tee from P.O.A.. n den got a playboy neckalce at x craft! yupz.. saw dis butch working dere familiar.. so asked her name.. haha* ROY~! cute sia.. oopz* haha*.. yeah.. chat awhile le den go off lo.. =] oh mine.. since when did i becum lyk dat~!? hmm.. ok.. my sole got a very big blister nn it HURTS lytk hell~! so painful when walking.. i have to tip toe can!!! after shoppping le.. i went back home to change to go visit jing lo.. yupz.. was kinda hungry~! so took cab down den ta bao rice up to eat lo.. chat wid her n all.. happy dat she ok le.. can walk summore.. haha* her ma was dere too.. den sit down watch tv.. den we go off.. her ma send me to e mrt den i walk home.. leg damn pain.. thanks to kenneth to acc me talk on e fone.. =] .. thanks my fren!~ do take gd care of ur health ok?.. go camp oso mux be careful.. dun get sick often~! drink losta water n all.. ok?..
haiz.. my heart still e same as yest lo.. msged him but neva reply.. i really misses u alot.. dun wanna u to leave me.. i dunno y i can do tahan so much for him* its coz i too care n love him le la.. dats y wateva he do, i'll support him*

i'm not angry wid wat u have done to me..
i'm juz sad dat u r gg to leave me alone..
but i'm happy enuff to noe dat i once have u..
n i'm happy to noe dat u r happy~!
coz i love u still~!

*_^ Liyi Still misses Jass alot! *_^
*_^ Liyi wishes Upon A star...
*_^ Hoping dat Jass will be happy.. AlwaYs~!

:::: LOVE HURTS BIG TIMES ::::

:::: CRIED BACK TO SG ::::

haiz.. once again.. i'm being out of love~! ok.. let me tell u my story abt wat i did in m'sia ok?.. wed noon reach KL.. den went to KLCC walk walk... din buy anything.. e next day.. he bring me go mit his didi @ sugeiwang plaza.. n yupz.. he got to noe dis girl n ya.. he lyk dis girl.. n ya.. i've becum e transparent substitute liaoz.. my heart was SO HEAVY n it sinks when i saw them so close wid my own eyes.. it will be our 1 mth soon on sat.. but dats not wat i wanna c at all!! haiz.. anyway, my heart was crying all along~! yupz..after dat we went to find his di again at his di's work place.. after we went to watch movie at time square 'the eye 10'.. yupz.. nice but haiz.. its disrupting coz he keep msging .. n i noe is who.. haiz.. Y mux all dis happen to me?.. wentta drink tea wid his frenz le den we go back lo.. was lyk feeling kinda sick n tired.. shagged* but my heart still crying~! haiz.. anyway.. e next day wentta genting lo.. package de RM25 only.. includes cable car n bus to n fro~! had fun but was kinda sad still.. i was so much hoping everything will be beta.. but no... haiz*
no1 will noe how i feel~! anyway.. on e evening we back to KL.. den we slack in hostel.. den we wentta beach club lo.. paid RM100 for e drink can! his fren was drunk.. den she sehs sehs 1.. faint once n vomitted.. haiz.. den he have to take care of her.. after dat he dance lo.. wid me .. wid every1.. ha* n i decided to go down e dance floor to throw all my sadness away.. n ya.. his fren's sis's guy fren oso dancing dere.. den we dunno y den dance together.. den e more we dance e closer we get lo.. den ya.. becum dirty dancing~! ha* but when i saw him walk towards e dance floor i faster let go n go find him lo.. coz he oso abit sehs.. ya.. dat was e 1st time we hugged n kissed n ya...*i noe wat* in public.. but i guess its all of no use at all now.. coz he no longer lyk me.. he no longer care for me.. he lyks dat girl.. n it hurts me alot~! can u imagine my situation? when u really lyk a person N you all r suppose to be together.. n e person juz treat u lyk a normal fren in front of his frenz n he can even starts to talk abt another girl to his frens in front of u? yeah.. n dats hurting~! i have to act as though me n him is nothing but normal frenz.. n all n juz keep quiet all e time.. coz i dunwan him to throw face n all.. *ARGH* n wat.. i tired to be dere for him.. i made my way dere to find him not coz i wan shopping.. but i juz wanna spend my day wid him alone n cel our 1 mth but ON SAT[26/03/05], our 1mth.. he told me he have some good feelings for dat girl.. ok.. at last he said some truth out! n WAT!! I ALLOWED HIM TO GO EAT WID DAT GIRL BY LEAVING ME ALL ALONE IN E PLAZA~! ok... can u guys try 2 understand me? do u noe dat my heart was CRYING lyk HELL when i saw ur back walking further away from me n i saw u two so close WALKIN PAST ME??? n i have to act to be cheerful n all as nothing happne b4.. Do u noe dat ah wen asked me whether i got feel anything(sad) coz i all e way come to KL juz to c u?.. i dun wanna say e truth.. coz i dun wan u to be in a hard situation~! i dun wanna be in a love triangle.. I LOVE U~! i really do.. but do u noe dat.. wat u did have hurts me alot..?? i noe i'm not worth to be wid u.. i'm ugly.. she's sweet n she cares.. n she can be dere for u.. dats y i rather i let u go.. but when i'm in e bus on my lonely journey back to sg, i cried lyk nobody business. e two guys bbeside was lyk passing tissue to me n all.. asking me wat happen.. but i juz keep quiet! i msged u telling u abt how i feel.. but till now not even a msg from u.. its sad.. its hurting~! *SOB*

Do u noe dat i mean it when i say i loVe u?
Do u noe dat u really mean so much to me?
Do u noe dat u've hurt me alot?

but i dun wan any sympathy.. i juz wan ur love n care n concern!
but now i noe u have to go away..
pls rem to cum back ..
pls rem dat once u have me..
have me ..here... LOVIN U~!

**Liyi was heart broken back to sg..!!

haha*.. guess wat ppl.. last nite din slp well at all.. or rather din slp la.. coz too nervous n all lo.. yupz.. den today wake up v early to go golden mile complex to take bus.. yupz.. anyway.. i was nearly late for e departure time sehs.. suppose to be 8am mux reach dere to check in but i in e end abt ehx.. 810am lehx..haha* ok.. den was lyk din eat anything at all.. no appetite lo.. haiz sianz.. den got gastric n all.. passed e immigration n all le den slp n all haiz.. was kinda shocked dat my starhub prepaid CANT USE LO~!~!~ shitty manz* haiz.. den have to spend money to get a local prepaid card liaoz.. yupz.. scared ma worry.. hee* c i so gd girl.. yupz.. anyway.. my girlies!! i mish U guys alot worhx.. how r u guys doing?.. today wen tto KLCC.. yupz.. was lyk kinda attracted to some of e things but ehx.. was afraid not enuff money la.. so nid buy it lo.. haiz.. anyway.. was kinda fun at least.. yupz.. my face was so shagged n all.. so tired.. n starving~! BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING!
coz i'm feeling so sick n my gastric keeps ~~~ lalala-ing~~~ me lo.. haiz.. i felt abit neglected though.. not actually wat i tot it will be.. but i really hope dat things will change for e beta la.. i noe wat i talking can liaoz.. haiz.. but i do noe dat sum1 will neva notice how i feel le.. sad* =[.. really sad.. how i wish we are close!! but i tink its really nid to take time le.. v scared of everything now.. really.. *pray hard* dat we'll start to be closer den today ba~! haiz* anyway.. tink i beta slp well to9 coz tml still gtg to dunno wat sugeiwan go shop n all ba.. hope to get sum stuff which i lyk ba~! okok.. dats all peeps.. i missing my hubby* i really do..

**2 my hubby:
even if i'm able to c him now.. i feel we're not dat close..
but no matter wat.. i hope dat he wont mind me.. n hope he noes dat he got me by his side..
i'll love my hubby no matter wat.. even if u not sensitive towards me.. even if u dun show how much u care.. even if u dun care abt how i feel or wat so eva.. i'll still love u.. i hope u noe how i feel towards u.. !!

I dun need presents from u to make me happy.. i dun need flattering words from u..
but i only need u to be dere for me wheneva i need u.. n to at least show abit more care n concern to me.. i noe dat dis is e 1st time we met n its kinda awkward.. i do feel weird too!
but dis has not stop me from loving u.. i juz hope dat we'll be closer each passing day ba.. * haiz..
*pray hard*
*hope everything will be ok by tml le*

yest went out wid my da sao go suntec walk ard n shop ard lo.. window shop la.. ate buddy meal at yu jia zhuang.. worth while lehx.. evening mama fecthed us go paya lebar this fashion lo.. saw dis cardigan v nice.. bought 1.. e white 1.. hee* da sao oso bought e same.. yupz.. went to geylang mongkok dere eat dim sum lo.. was quite full to eat alot.. yupz.. in e car kena e flu virus from kor dey all.. so here i am kena e stupid sick flu.. now my flu non stop n my throat damn irritating! b4 go m'sia den so many thing happen.. aiyoh.. hope i go over le will be beta lo.. today wake up early to pei jing go hospital.. no mood to eat n all.. summore sick.. hard to swallow..den jing went into OP room.. pray hard she fine.. eric came down to mit me to talk abt e saving acc thingy.. thanks for acc me wait for jing at least awhile..*hope u not late for ur interview yeah?.. hee*
oh.. slack in e hospital wid a running nose..was kinda blur n stuff.. walk ard nearly lost sehs.. haha* so sweet of hubby to send me a msg.. yeaps.. was really too tired to open my eyes lo.. i have to keep looking n c if jing's out not.. but no.. i waited for lyk .. 3hours +?? haha* lucky jing's ma came.. so i can go home n rest~! damn tired sehs.. slpt for lyk ehx.. 3hrs?
haha* now feeling beta.. eyes can open liaoz.. called jing ma up juz now.. she says dat jing is beta le.. happie for her~!but i'm missing hubby~!

n yupz.. juz got a shocking news from dar.. he got to work for 2 days from wed till sat.. SUCKS RITE~!~! ARGH~!~! i hardly can go over n yet i have to bear all dis.. oh mine gosh.. wat to do.. i dunno.. i juz have to open 1 eyes close e other eye.. haiz.. FEELING SO SUCKY~! Y LYK DAT~!~! I HATE DIS FEELING~!~!~ ITS SUCKS~!~

y mux i sob lyk hell while i am feeling weak..
Do u noe dat my heart is fragile?
Do u noe dat i'm so weak in love?
Do u noe dat i'm so sensitive?
i juz wan ur accompany..
i juz wanna spend our 1st mth together happily wid u alone~!
i'm juz so afraid dat u have to go work n yet u cant acc me..
i really dun wan dat to happen!
CAN SUM1 GET RID OF DIS FEELING IN ME?

Tummy still hurting me lyk hell..n weather recently becuming worser n woser sehs.. my flawless face change to ugly face liaoz.. so many uncountable pimples.. OH NO~!~! but suppose to go out wid nat girlie n all.. so was really wondering wat clothing i shld wear..thankf for girlie to wait for me at platform coz i was late n all..summore i tink i wear v funny lo.. haha* weird weird me~! anyway.. went to cine c her eat fish soup wid rice lo.. was laughing at sum1 near us sia.. haha* was thinking of watching miss congeniality but dun have yet.. so we slowly stroll to taka dere den wisma.. went to buy a pair of earrings which i wanted to buy for VERY LONG~! was really considering to buy anot coz my hands r rather tite though~! yupz.. no $ n stuff lyk dat.. haiz.. but in e end.. i cant resist.. so i bought it~! hee* walk to far east den was lyk heard Lee Hom's voice.. haha~! no wonder all e fans n ppl r lyk.. trying their very best to at least take a pic of him sehs.. but too bad i'm short! , i cant c a thing at all even if i tip toe~! haha* anway.. was really walking ard 3/4 of far east den nat saw her fav shoe.. budden no size.. but its real cheap though.. if i got xtra cash i'll BUY IT~! but i tink i have to keep it for KL le la.. yupz.. hope dere got cheaper de lo.. den i buy.. hee* bought dis top from ampm.. gonna bring it to KL to wear lo.. yeah*oh.. den i was rather mouth itchy so went to eat @ KFC.. haha* was toking nonsense n stuff.. den got dis girl wid flare short mini skirt walking on top.. my gosh.. i'm not 'bian tai' ok?! its juz dat i happen to c it.. oh mine.. haha* i saw everything can~!~!
my eyes gonna hurt sia.. haha*okok.. den nat's fren came to visit her awhile.. den we slack at dere while waiting for shisi to cum.. shisi was rather quiet e whole time.. so i noe wats gg on la.. yupz.. dun tink too much 2 my both girlie ok?.. hmm.. den walk ard lo.. lyk nuts.. haha* den we decided to take a bus to le meridien food court dere to eat.. dey eat la.. i eat fruits la.. hee* nat was lyk saying I so diff from others.. coz i dun have a regular meal de.. dats y i got gastric my girlie.. hee*den we 3 sit outisde lo.. while waiting for cindy to cum n all haha* SHE DAMN FUNNY~! she was actually in front of us n she cant c us sia.. keep turning here n dere~! wahaha.. joke of e NITE~! anyway.. we chat n all for lyk ehx.. 2hrs plus lo.. laffing n all.. abt dat idiot ebony thing.. haha* i laugh till i tear can.. stupid hor.. coz too funny.. den was lyk oso talking to shisi abt her thing.. aiyoh.. i neva realised he's dis kinda guy.. Do u noe dat shisi neva treat u as sub?.. she love u for who u r..!! aiyoh.. haiz.. hope u understand her feelings! hope u guys hurting us girls le ok.?
went hm after e chat n all.. trying to mask my face n all..

den msged hubby lo. coz saw his frenster n all den he was actually on9 in e noon.. den he miss col me~! den i called him back n we chat n all.. i miss him so much lehx.. do u too, my hubby? hee* den his roomate oso join in n stuff.. so cute sehs.. hee* still got abt 2 n half days left le.. damn nervous n all.. hope dat drling wont mind my pimple face sia.. haha* damn angry wid my face now.. now den pop all dis out~! ARGH~! but i misses u~! hee* muackiez* sick sick o.. mux tk gd care o.. drink lotsa water k? cannot notti boy o! hee* i'll be ur notty girl when i'm dere la.. haha* dun keep reminding me hor~! *hugz*

is it true dat U ppl go for looks?
y dun u ppl go for e inner beauty den e outerlook~!?

having e looks may not have e gd character/heart!
So pLs ppl... go for inner beauty den e outter look ok?..

**i miss my hubby~!

was kinda shagged .. hee* coz of my tummy ache n stuff.. din really slp well.. so sweetie pie of vivien la.. n my long lost frenz contacted me~! hee* damn happy abt it.. gonna catch up wid u guys very very soon ok?.. esp vivien~! me misses u sehs.. hee* damn excited to her from u yest.. =] but ger: do rem u have all of us k?.. dun brood over u n jody le.. u guyz will be SO fine ok?.. n shi.. i noe u r having heart aches.. u dun noe wat to do anymore.. well, i only can advise u to let everything be natural.. yeah?.. i'm sure u will find sum1 who can really love u n vice versa yeah?.. so worried abt my girlie who went to lite hse last nite.. aiyoh.. noeing dat u cant drink much still drink till u sehs.. c la.. vomitted n all.. i'm sorry gerlie i cant be dere for u.. but mentally i was wid u~! really worried abt u noe?.. pls dun tink so much.. n dun eva drink so much~!

**i noe its so hard to forget sum1 who u really love so deeply.. i noe.. i have e same feelings b4.. but pls gers.. do rem dat u may rem them.. the memories will be dere.. but.. i'm sure u guys can find sum1 who loves u truly n deeply~! its all juz a matter of time~!

*My HubbY:
well, recently u have not been on9 coz i noe u r working n is so busy till u cant have enuff rest n all.. juz wanna let u noe dat ur girl over here misses u all e while.. n loves u for the way u r.. soon i'll be dere to c u.. hee* so nervous abt it~! but i sad lo.. coz e weather is no gd n dat i'm feeling sick n my flawless face becum pimple face sia.. *ARGH* tried to make it beta* hope dat hubby wont mind my face.. haiz.. really wish when i'm dere my face will be so much beta lo.. dar.. i got alot of things to tell u n ask u n all.. i'll do so when i'm over dere ok?.. Love u wid all my heart~!always n foreva i do cherish u..

*jing have to go operation on Mon le.. got to acc her .. haiz.. another 1 which i have to worried abt.. *prayed hard dat she'll be so fine* *hugz*

^_* Do u Noe dat U guys mean alot to me? esp My hubbY?
^_* i duN wiSH To lOse U Guys! esP My HuBbY~!!
^_* I'lL dO waTevA I cAn To be DerE fOR U Guys! esP My HuBbY~!

*hugz* To mY BeloVeD FreNz~!
*Hugz* & MuacKIEz* For my huBbY~!

*+*+* ThinKinG Of mY HubBY Boy *+*+*

alrite where to start nehx?.. hee* went to mit nat girlie to eat breakfast.. MAC~! ha* damn long neh eat big breakfast le.. wid siti n 'yuan dong' haha* den dey go sch 1st.. havve our 1st class in e dunno wat lab lo.. 1st time eva gone into dat lab.. was so lost at 1st!.. went dere tok cock to deb dey all.. haha* 1 of my gril is sick.. gastric.. I HATE GASTRIC~! coz i eva kena e worse gastric! u will CRY FOR SURE~! its damn F***ing painful till u will roll on e floor~!.. ya.. to my frenz dey noe wats e next step for me.. haha* i'll be havin fits n ya.. i'll juz faint*.. stupid huh.. but haiz.. its my body.. i cant help it!.. so i'm quite worried abt girlie though~! rem to eat regularly le* be gd girl alrite? yupz.. alrite.. today had our assy keyboarding test.. but while e teacher was saying sumthing to us.. i checked my fone n saw a missed col.. iTS HUBBY~! haha*.. i've neva think dat he'll miss col me.. was so damn nervous dat i got stressed up till i din care whether e cher looking at me notz.. haha* borrowed fone from 1 of my classmate.. *thanks sweetie* hee* talked to my hubby boy for awhile.. hee* dunno y i was smiling to myself again n again.. was so so sweet.. hee* cant wait to c him sia.. cant wait to tok to him soon~! Oh mine.. I MISSING HIM AGAIN~! Gosh.. hee* but today i was kinda tired.. n stressed all over.. coz of wat happen yest n ya.. i had my c.a test.. n i actually failed it~! *pissed wid myself* was so not in e mood to do anything or go anywhere.. coz i'm actually having 2 feelings.. 1 is nervous.. 1 is stressed! argh!.. sumthing happened .. n ya.. i dun wanna say abt it anymore.. i did my best to tok to u girl.. but u give me att.. wat did i done wrong?.. i dunno.. i juz treausre u girl.. treasure our ger gang.. treasure our friendship.. dats all~! anyway.. *hugz* to u~! haiz.. after sch i went to golden mile lo.. yeaps.. had my tix n all.. was kinda ?? when i over dere.. haha* e lady cab driver was kinda frenly.. was toking to me str8 after i took her cab.. she was toking to me abt e johoreans n stuff.. her car kena scratched by them.. is lyk.. y now JB becum lyk dat huh?.. lucky i asked her abt KL.. she says is safer.. hmm.. okok.. was so stressed up to find a sim card which i can roam ard while in m'sia.. *phew* kusie has it~!.. haha* borrowed from her.. top up e card.. no really.. i no $$ le.. *shuCkz* all gone to my KL trip sia.. *faints* haiz.. but can still survive la.. dremt of sumthing funny last nite.. dunno y will dream of my fren.. thomas.. haha* v long neh contact him le.. den was so surprise he msged me during sch time today~! haha* dreams... * well.. at void deck call Hubby wid e sim card.. haha* tok to him for abt 15mins ba.. say wanna put down always neh put down e fone.. I really do miss him wat.. hee* but i dun have time to ask him abt e matter.. haiz.. its ok.. i'll tok abt it when i'm over dere.. He promised me he'll get me things!! haha* always at pub kena by those auntie hor.. *shake head* so jialats.. c la.. my hubby mei li wu fa dang lo.. haha* attracting all e oldie ppl.. hee*
k la.. i really miss u alot.. v fast u will c my fatty face liaoz.. haha*
DUN BE SHOCK~!~! HAHA* muackiez* my baby boy~!

_.x._ger gang rox_.x._
_.x._HubbY roX too~!_.x._

*Liyi* ("v") *JaSs* aLWaYs..

*+*+*+* I Miss my BOY *+*+*+*

ok.. well.. i think today din go well for me.. 1stly, i'm shagged.. force myself up to go sch.. when dat nat is not feeling well.. haiz.. *sayang*.. beta rest more ok.. take gd care wor.. *hugz* went for dat CBZ wid no books.. have to borrow from weesiang dey all.. haha* i took jin qiang's cbz..haha* drawn a pig on wee siang's book..yeah* but nice of them to lent me n shi e books.. haha* ok.. havin SW.. sucks sia.. got to run lyk hell.. sweat lyk pig.. hate it!.. lucky today my make up not bad.. haha~played dunno wat ball la.. its juz an act to slack sia..wee siang n jin qiang was on top while we hvain SW.. yawnz.. well, i really hate dat idiot who keep tagging along.. rite cindy n my other gers?.. haha* she sucks lo.. keep tagging n calling cindy n all.. aiyo.. suppose to have our presentation today.. but coz.. haha* its in nat's locker.. n nat's not in sch.. so jia lats hor.. postpone to tml le lo..yupz.. i'm not say v nervous now coz i noe my part v well.. hope u guys too.. no worries ok.. u guys have me! 1 member gonna out of our grp.. so left e four of us.. so we mux JIA YOU!
after telling ymgers abt how i feel.. i feel so much beta at heart & mind..
after sch went to toa payoh go buy my new sch shoe.. abit ex la. but its ok.. wear comfortable can le..den go buy cooling tea.. coz i v heaty.. den.. wanna go hm de.. but kena stoped by 2 guys.. wth!made me stay dere for lyk 15mins lo.. juz to askn my no. n all.. fuck rite.. lucky neh give.. summore ask stupid qn. aiyoh.. my eyes big big open to c my bus go off widout me lo.. wTF* anway.. i sashay back to hm.. was damn tired.. had a bath n all feel so refreshing.. wEee* saw hubby's yahoo msg.. so happy! Do u noe i'm missing u so much? my hubby today start work le.. so jia lats.. poor thing.. y u work huh?..aiyoh.. work gui work k.. dun tire urself~! if not ur dis wifey here will v heart pain u de lo~! yeah.. mux miss me too.. dun anyhow look at girls k.. look at me when i go over~!! haha* i'm siao liao.. thanks girl for calling me to console me~! n oso to make me smile.. *hugz*


*I do.. cherish u.. for the rest of my life.. u dun have to think twice..
I will love u still..
from the depths of my soul.. its beyond my control ..i've waited so
long.. to say dis to u.. If u asking do i love u dis much...
BABY I DO!!!

_.x._[ Ur wifey will neva forget HubBy de~! ]_.x._
_.x._[ Cos WIfeY LoVes HUbbY alWaYS~! ]_.x._

_.x._ i wiLL always LoVe You _.x._

well, wat to say lehx.. went to sch by cab.. yupz.. met shisi during assembly.. yupz.. nat overslpt..she alwasy does dat.. hee* aiyoh.. beta slp early wake up early le.. anyway, today during ent.. was so e fucking shock dat e hamtaro LL fella got our presentation date wrongly sia.. suppose to be 16 wed de lo.. den becums 15 march tues! in other words is today!! FUCK RITE?.. haa.. was so nervous n tensed up..WTF~! anyway, msged my grp members.. i tink i wasted alot of it.. i tink i shld rather waste e msg on my hubby baby boy lo.. missing him lyk hell sia.. gonna be crazy soon! din even receive any msges form him.. okok.. anyway, decided dat grp memebers cum my hse do e stupid presentation for Today de.. haiz.. damn stressed up! okok.. den last min.. candy says she got things to do.. Xp oso says so.. but ... (*only me n nat noes e thing la k) so... wateva dat is.. i hope U * can change from dere.. dun be lyk wat u have been doing..Try to do ur part ok? lets juz start afresh!!
alrite.. at least Xp n nat cumin my hse to do e thingy.. poor deb still sick.. summroe have to tk care of her mum! aiyoh.. sicko deb beta tk gd care ya?.. anyway.. deb at least did her part by editting n staying late wid me to discuss n all.. *we r really nervous n all de lo! gonna try my best for this assy presentation! talk cock sing song!!
haha* reach home saw dar on9 den he lyk v busy lyk dat.. hmm.. he oso got presentation to do~ aiyoh.. mux take gd care ok?.. recently my dar has been so busy till he dun have time to msg me n all.. but i dun mind de ya.. anyway.. i'm gg over soon.. so nervous oso.. hee* yupz.. dar showed me his new pic wid his god sis in melacca de.. dey went to dunno wat cold place.. so sweet of them together~! so close.. Jealous though.. i admit ok?.. stupid shannie!! idiot shan shan keep foprcing me to say .. i dun wan say still wan me to say.. den i admit i jealous la.. happy not~!~! BLEAHS* but i was v happy dat hubby tell me b4 hand n at least explain to me lo.. sweetie pie of mine~! love u hubby boy~!

+:::+ wIfeY ("v") HubbY +:::+

always missing you..
always thinking of you..
all i wan is you..
*Muackiez*
Always be dere for you..
Loving you..
Liyi ("v") Jass always~!~!

Part 1:
alrite.. i'm juz pissed wid wat i received.. A WARNING LETTER from dis idiot sch.. wat e hell.. i got mcs for lyk 3 days or so.. n yet i still got warning letter?.. y my frens dun have it?.. F*** dat bitch~! argh!! anyway..dey'll have thier retribution!! argh~! anyway..i came to sch alone by cab coz my tummyache lo.. den nat skipping assembly n of coz it lesson liaoz.. coz till now she haven even reach yet! ha* yupz.. haiz.. wondering y hubby neh msg me.. tink no value inside again?..hmm.. anyway.. hubbY: take gd care ok?.. i miss you~!

*+*+* wiFeY ("v") HuBbY *+*+*

Do u noe dat i've been missing you?
do u noe dat i've been thinking of you?
Do u noe dat my mind keeps wandering ard?
Do u noe dat i love u so much till i dun wish to lose u in any ways?
U r always in my mind..
U r always in my heart..
U will always be my Boo~!

ok guess wat.. i was waiting for my hubby's msg n col since thurs.. as he go for his army till sat.. was so hoping to receive a msg form him ..
[sat]12/03/05, wake up online awhile den go out mit nat girlie.. we took a bus .. suppose to go to golden mile dere.. but den hor.. lyk further lo.. damn it! so hot oso.. so we have to walk lyk siao.. haha* thanks girlie* wiNK^o* oh.. den reach le den we go konsortium dere ask.. budden hor.. hmm.. cant decide lehx.. went over to e other side.. grassland..booked seats le.. wed den confirmation.. haha* so happy n so nervous lo! hee*
but den i e whole day keep looking at my fone.. still no msg n col.. haiz.. hmm.. okok.. after dat we took a cab to P.S lo.. went to eat n all... den met christina.. haha* still de same old her.. but think now she more caring le.. dats nice * wiNk^o* alrite.. den ivy called nat n stuff.. den we met her lo.. becum prettier le.. good for her* =] hee* oh..we acc them go eat at food court.. den we walk ard le den go far east .. on e way i bought 1 pair of button earrings.. den at far east oso another pair of earrings.. Y i keep buying earrings huh? haha* okok.. slacking at far east Kfc outside n listening to music from my fone lo.. den we took cab to bugis to find kris dey all.. den wait for them at bugis lo..decided to go clubbing .. gonna take bus.. waited foolishly at e bus stop for no bus! haha~! stupid rite?.. silly us.. haha... den we took train down to raffles lo.. decided to go clubX.. yupz.. techno lehx.. aiyoh.. i v long neh hear techno le.. so i have to wait kinda long to make me have e kick.. haha* only me n nat n ivy n nana over dere.. while waiting for e rest to cum down.. haha* so funny lo.. ivy only 1 dancing for e 1st part.. but she v sians coz no 1 dance wid her.. but i so SHY* haha* summore i pro in R&B .. techno ehx.. i forget how to dance le la.. haha*.. but in e end.. i danced lo.. wid them.. champo of r&b n techno.. haha* but who cares.. coz i e whole time ( my girlie's shld noe) i was quite moody*waitinf for hubby's msg.. coz he told me dat sat he'll be back.. but y till 11+ pm haven a single msg.. haiz.. was kinda sad n moody.. tink alot lo..haiz.. really feel so down* went home abt gg 2am.. den bathed n changed n all le den msged nana n nat.. den look into fone for awhile den go slp..
BUTTT!!!!! 340+am.. sum1 called me.. was kinda blur la me.. dunno who is it called me.. !!!! its hubby~! haha* so funny hor.. i can still ask him who r u.. den he shoot me back saying i'm ur hubby la!* haha* all of a sudden i was awake le lo.. haha* really missing my hubby boy alot alot lehx... dun believe?? go ask my girlie!! haha* den we chat n tok.. aiyoh.. he oso go clubbing lehx.. wid his guys frenz.. but so sweet lo.. his fren pass his fone to him during nite i suppose.. haha.. good notty boy of mine din drool over e girls dere lo.. hee* i cant imagine me gg over dere dance wid hubby lehx.. i dance not nice n all de.. hee* *SHY* *BLUSH* hee* so happy dat hubby called me during e nite.. ALTHOUGH he disturbed my nitemare~! so actually i shld thank my baby boy yeah~! haha* *muackies* hubby*

-.x.- [ to my hubby only ] -.x.-
*Baby I love you and i'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we make can never be erase And i promise you that you will never be replaced Baby I love you and I'll never let you go But if I have to boy I think that you should know All the love we make can never be erase And i promise you that you will never be replaced*

+ ::: + please dun look into my face- got e stupid rashes!.. haha* but now beta le.. hee* + ::: + 

*+*+* WiFeY & HubbY's ParAdISe *+*+*

haha.. today went sch by cab.. suppose to save $ de.. budden coz my leg too pain so bo pian la.. hee* while waiting for shisi n her wei qiang.. i went to canteen dere buy char siew bao eat.. hee* missing hubby so much! so sad.. he today gg to camp.. ya lo.. den sat den cum back.. cant bring fone to camp.. so i have to wait for hubby's msg on dat day lo.. hope he wont get sick though.. mux be careful le.. missing my hubby~! hee* oh.. yupz.. nat overslpt today lo.. haha.. den she managed to cum to sch WHEn during e stupid fire drill.. woah.. guess wat?! e classy gang was lyk.. using umbrella lo.. so SPOILT! haha* Cum on man.. if dere's a real fire , i dun tink u guys will be able to rem gettin a umbrella lo.. AS IF~!~!~ haha.. damn funny de lo.. alrite.. den after dat was break time.. went to eat porridge lo.. oh.. den i was lyk helpin shi.. hee* happy for her to get att le..yeah* oh.. &.. &... WEI QIANG: u beta take gd care of my girl ok? she's nice girll.. so u beta.......................... If not........... ok?
haha*okok den i was lyk.. hey! y my fone vibrated.. coz i rem hubby says dat his fone no credit le wor.. hmm.. yupz.. den .. y got msg de.. i checked!! ARHhhhhh!! HUBBY~!!~! hee* so damn happy to receive his last msg for dis few days le.. gonna fly dere to c u soon k.. wait awhile!! *muackiez*
i'm sianz la.. damn tired.. went to tp go buy liang teh drink wid my girlie.. den cum home lo..ya.. yest nite was all e while doing ym com coz of e stupid msn virus.. *CURSE E PERSON WHO SEND IT* F*** Off manz.. argh~! damn F***ed up wid wat happen.. but after all.. i still happy.. coz i got my hubby wid me~! I love u HUBBY~!

-.x.- * So iN LoVe wiD My NottY bOy * -.x.-

*muackiez*

*missing my hubby*

Do u noe dat u really mean alot to me?
i dun wish to lose u.. i dun wanna let u go..
but only when u told me dat u love sum1 else den i'll let u go..
u r juz so special to me..

baby boy arh.. i'm very glad dat u actually make an effort to explain things to me when u noe dat i'm thinking too much.. THANKS my Boy~! alrite..well.. yest din update so now in class update lo yeah?.. hee* alrite.. din mit girlie yest morning ..was late m all.. i went to sch 1st coz i damn sian at hm.. den went to mit cindy lo.. yupz.. was chit chatting away.. hee* yupz.. den after sch stayed back for ent project lo.. yupz.. was talking abt it den was waiting for dar's msg too.. hmm.. was kinda shocked of wat dar told me to do.. (*only my girlies noes abt it k!) haiz.. den my mood juz changed liaoz.. all coz of it.. den was hoping dat darling will explain to me lo.. but dar went to bank do his card n stuff.. busy day.. den summore he not on9 yest coz of e modem was wid his fren.. hmm.. so bo pian have to call him up lo.. yupz.. heard wat he told me.. feel so fishy n stuff.. dunno y.. hmm..anyway.. i went hm den went online lo.. talked to my frenz.. n erm.. ya.. -him- talking abt me n my boy.. den was lyk saying dat i shld stop dis r/s n dat he will take care of me.. but i'm sorry .. i love my boy alot.. n i do really have feelings for him.. i cant be wid u.. coz he's e one i wanna be wid.. dats y.. i noe u care.. Thanks for caring n concerning me.. i really appreciate it alot! i treasure our dis friendship de k? i dun wan to spoil it!.. hmm.. yupz..okok.. den go back to topic.. but after wat he told me..i mean during e nite we talked on e fone in my da sao's room den he told me everything n all.. hee* it was juz Me thinking too much lo.. hee* i really trust him he wont cheat me! hee* alrite.. was talking abt his past n stuff.. haha.. so funny lo.. was lyk.. e whole thing was joking n laughing.. it was so much fun lo.. really happy to chat wid him! hee* N Pls HOr Notti boy arh u... Copy cAt me e whole time.. hee* now he got abit of my pattern liaoz.. *crazy de* haha.. so much fun n all.. n was lyk quite tired le..den we hang e col le den he go do dunno wat.. n bath.. hee* so sweet of darling boy dat he msged me 2 times at nite .. sweetie msges.. Muackiez my darling boy!

*+*+* I LOVE U My NOTtI Boy~!~! *+*+*

haiz.. today was so sucky.. rained abit.. met my girl, brought her a jacket as she kena rain too.. limping away while i walking can.. haiz.. damn pain n all. anyway.. lucky e plaster still dere! haha.. alrite..dun even have e mood at all.. i feel so ugly today.. got pimples. all.. eyes pain n small.. coz i recently din have enuff slp lo can.. yawnz..anyway.. today juz feel so so slpy lo..haiz.. damn slpy.. no mood at all.. hmm.. anyay din really eat alot.. ate wanton mee in sch.. while waiting for dar's msg lo.. was all e while asking my frenz wat i shld do and all lo.. shld i go KL? i wanna go.. but dey all say v dangerous for a girl who dun even noe wats dere n all n go alone.. haiz.. wat am i suppose to do.. i really wanna go but oso scared lehx.. aiyoh..wat i shld DO!!! wateva rite?.. my head damn pain lo.. migraine again.. haiz.. anyway.. so happy can go home.. but haiz.. no mood to smile even.. n guess wat.. my jacket lost lo.. but lucky my girlie deb found it for me~! u r my savioUr! haiz.. still head pain lo.. dunno lyk dat oso.. yawnz.. feeling so sick n tired.. yawnz.. anyway.. was v sad for nat girlie coz ... haiz.. wat de hell has gone to his head? y did he do all dis for? FUN? PLEASURE? CAN U GUYS OUTSIDE STOP HURTING US GIRLS!!! HATE U GUYS OUT DERE! Dun U dare do dat to my girl n us again!!! argh* anyway.. heart pain me c her lyk dat.. haiz.. alrite.. back home fixed dis stupid com up all by myself can.. Clever me sia.. hee* now i so 'jin shen' haha~! yupz.. waited for dar's msg but dun have.. so coincidence dat i juz on9 den darling online oso.. hee* haha.. so 'QIAO' can? anyway.. leg bleed lo.. head pain lo.. i tink i shld stay in hospital lehx.. sound lyk a patient hor~! haha.. yupz.. juz dunno y today mood so sucky lo.. haiz.. ciaoz le la..

*miss My Notti Boy~!

*+*+* Be My bad BOY.. Be mY LoVER *+*+*

yawnz* last nite din even slp well.. den summore today morning wake up early to go work at CTC Holidays.. a travel agency carnival. yupz..woah.. today wore their orange tee n jeans wid my skatershoe.. but i din realised dat its hurting my foot so much till it got blister can.. WoAH! DAMN PAIn.. blArdy pain! argh.. today whole day standing up sia.. den have to walk here n dere .. i was limping all e while can.. sucks lehx.. haiz.. was so surprised dat notti boy msged me.. hee* notti boy arh.. me missing u alot e whole day oso.. hee* anyway, dey r nice ppl though.. taught me alot of things.. frenly oso.. today my job is e runner.. can u believe it? my leg pain in e morning till nite i still got to walk n act as nothing happen! summore din really rest lo only during eating time..argh* PAIN* yupz.. went to take a cab home coz i really cant walk le.. its too much pain for me.. n dat idiot indian boy snatched my cab away sia.. F*** Spider la! argh* *hmmpff* cool off.. i beta relax.. hee* oh.. reach hm le caleld botti boy lo.. talked to him abt how i feel n stuff.. yupz.. n oso of coz i asked him if he mind my looks not.. coz i noe i'm ugly .. i juz afraid dat when u saw me u will juz RUN AWAY*... haiz.. BUTBUTBUT...dar dar reassured me 1 thing wich made me feel so relieved n all.. said dat he wont mind my looks n stuff.. he loves me for who i am.. AWWwwwww... So sweetie of him rite? hee* tink dats y i'll actually love him so much! hee* talked abt me gg over to mit him den wat we gonna do dere n stuff.. was so much fun! haiz.. but my card no value le.. have to buy another 1 liaoz..haiz.. me no $$ le.. but no matter wat.. i gonna buy it coz i wanna hear his voice! i miss him so so much*
haha.. now u guys mux be asking y i col him instead of he col me rite?.. its siomple ans.. COZ I LOVE HIM! n of coz i noe he's in a difficult situation now after he lost his wallet n stuff.. he juz reload his fone.. n of coz.. i dun mind doing dis.. coz he's my notti boy! hee* OUCh! my leg hurts now lo.. murther fuker! argh* its so irritating! anyway.. tml got to go sch le.. haiz.. so damn tired n all.. summore leg pain sia.. howwww.... pain pain... so sad sad.. ouchhhhhh!! =[

(",) xiao Ai love Jass Always~!*muackiez*

__.x.__[ my baby Prince.. I'm Gonna LoVe U ALWaYs]__.x.__

today wake up quite late coz i was so e tired lo.. went online to c whether my boy's online to chat .. but nope wor.. while online i waited for my boy to online lo.. den was lyk suppose to mit danny n his frens at cine at 3.. yupz.. haha.. den i called my boy.. alamak* my boy's juz woke up sia.. and guess wat.. i heard 2 girls noise behind .. 1 of them was lyk moaning away ,trying to make me think dat my dar's doing sumthing behind my back.. e other was lyk laughing while dar's talking to me.. was kinda weird at 1st.. den dar was lyk shouting to them sumthing den e line cut off.. was thinking if dar dere is it ermm.. ya.. decided not to tink too much coz i really trust my baby boy alot! alrite.. after i online.. my fone rang.. n it was my boy.. msged me askin me to col him back coz its urgent.. hmm.. so i faster col him back lo.. dar was all e while panting away.. seems to be hurt n stuff.. told me dat 1 of e girl who liked him, cut my dar's hand.. becum crazy.. i was lyk.. 'WAT?!' OH MINE!! my heart juz sunk so deep.. so heavy coz i heart pain dar dar kena lyk dat coz dat girl lyked him.. but he told e girl he got a gf.. n dats me.. he choose me..
*[ my heart was so relieved dat darling boy choose me n love me].. i'm v happy darling boy! hee* (flying to cloud 9 liaoz..) hee* but still so worried abt him sia.. was hoping dat he's juz a stop away from my hse n dat i can fly go dere help him..pei him.. haiz.. darling baby.. i'll be dere 2 weeks later k.. v fast de.. mux wait for me k.. meanwhile PLS DUN EAT SO MUCH SEAFOOD!! later got scar wor.. den not nice liaoz.. n of coz.. dun anyhow move ur hand k.. *Muackiez* missing my boy .. ohoh.. after chatting wid dar.. i went out coz i was damn damn late! hee* met my other girl pals to c got nice wallet for dar anot.. n oso get sumthing for my girl's b day.. hee* after dat i went to mit danny n his frenz.. yupz.. all of us watched movie.. sitting wid my girls.. haha.. e show damn funny lo.. HITCH! haha.. go watch.. itsa DAMN COOL show!.. damn funny.. hee*
was hunting a wallet for dar dat time.. woah.. saw libing la.. mich ng n hyan dey all.. funny lehx.. dey all changed so much can.. hee* libing becum more yandao liaoz.. but of coz MY BOY WILL ALWAYS BE E YANDAOIST PERSON IN MY HEART N EYES! hee* den mich arh.. still e same.. hyan.. ehx.. no diff.. haha* but ok la.. really din c u guys.. really.. i only saw u guys after u stand in front of me! hee* anyway.. called shi n talked awhile.. den was worrying abt nat so i called her too.. haiz.. y of this kinda thingy happen to her again.. anyway..

*+*my dear girl: always rem dat u have mel.. ivy .. ur ger gang*me.. n ur other frenz who cares alot for u de k.. BE strong!

alrite after e show i went home lo.. coz wanna go home to chat wid my sweetie.. .. saw his yahoo msg for me.. hmm.. called him up.. n chat awhile.. hee* but so sad.. u wont be home to9 as u gg to ur fren's hse ton..
dun stay up too late k.. i was so relieve when u told me dat u were wid ur guy frenz.. 3 of them.. no girls.. hee* n u said dat u dun lyk gg out wid girls.. hee* aiyoh.. den how abt me huh? when i go over , r u gg to leave me at home?.. hehe* u said i'm different.. coz i'm ur gf..hehe*so sweet..
was glad dat u ate sumthing.. hope my darling have fun n enjoyed urself..
but rem dun tire urself too much k.. u will always be my BOO~!

*+* Tonite i'LL be ur notti girl.. n baby.. U'll be my notti boy! *+*

("v") InG You Means So MucH to me~!
'V'
I'll AlwAyS reMemBeR You, My PrinCe~!

--==[ doLpHin PrinCesS MiSSeS Her doLpHiN PrinCe ]==--

::: My feeling for is so TRUE!! always thinking of u~! ::: 

::: haha.. me in sch u but wid my stupid sunglass on::: 

__.x.__[MissiNg My babY ^ dOLpHin^PrinCe]__.x.__

Was so worried abt darling e whole day after i received dar's msg abt dar's wallet n stuff.. Juz wat e hell e person who steal my dra's wallet wans huh? damn pissed lehx.. wat e f***. how could dey do such a thing to my dar.. if i eva gone back to m'sia my hometown.. i tink dey'll be dead dere! i'm gonna have double power wid my cousin's hubby over dere e dua tao.. haha.. tink u guys in m'sie so wat!!! big f***? bully my dar.. f*** u sia.. ARGH! my mood today not v gd.. coz i not enuff slp n all.. but i'm too worried abt dar today den angry wid those freako sicko! today's lesson damn boring sia.. damn tired n all.. was so happy i'm able to go home.. coz i'll be able to chat wid dar.. but was wondering y neva reply me.. so dats y i rushed home n all.. saw dar online.. n wat.. dar's result dot dot dot lo.. dar now so sad n angry.. while me here cant do anything for dar.. so sad! but i've told kusie to buy e international call card le.. to col dar anytime.. hee~ so happy.. dar.. dun worry abt e card $$ thingy k.. i'm able to hear ur voice is my happiness ya... *my brains dead* cant tink sia.. was thinking of gg cheong @ devils bar tonite wid cindy weesiang n shisi.. butden coz i damn tired liaoz.. den summore wee siang cant go in de lo.. young la u.. haha.. so sad hor.. next yr k.. hee* n i dun tink i'm gg to ECp wid u guys too.. coz i dun tink i'll be able to ton outside as MY BRAIN IS ALREADY DEAD! later still mux go pray at uncle dere again.. yupz.. ah peh doing his work again.. yupz! haiz..

darling Boy: pls cool off k.. relax ur mind n dun tink so much.. dun hate urself.. u r not useless my dear.. u r juz a kind soul dat kena bullied by anything! so.. juz be careful next time k? dar.. no matter how u look (ur hair) , u will always be my baby BOY! oh.. n erm.. tok 2 ur teacher abt ur result thingy k.. nicely.. hope dat Teacher will change her impression of u ya?.. n she beta be.. i really misses u dar!.. *WO AI NI*
me too over here had alot of not so gd thingy today.. my gers had a tiff wid sum1 in class.. all coz of HR thingy.. haiz.. n of coz its oso coz of another thingy de.. but i do hope dat de sum1 will understand y dey doing dis.. anyway.. haiz.. dunno wat 2 say liaoz..

*y mux i be so soft hearted arh? y always bully me le den apologise le den i ok wid them le huh? y y y!!! its juz me.. sucks lo!

..:::...:::..I'LL always loVe U.. i'LL alwaYS Stay tRue!..:::...:::..

+ ::: + DOLPHIN^PRINCESS LOVE DOLPHIN^ PRINCE + :::+

Today so happy.. was thinking dat mayb dar wont msg me in e morning de lo.. coz mux be busy or mayb forget to msg or 'dun wan to msg me'.. *blahs* haha.. BUDDEN!! dar msged me.. made me smiled.. hee* at last i waited 2 from u ... SO SWEET~.. wat love can do mans... haha* oh.. today morning damn cooling coz rain n stuff.. gd day for slping.. haha.. so decided to continue slpin till ehx.. 9+ am le den prepare go sch lo.. yupz.. met up wid shisi n cindy.. yupz.. gonna talk abt our project thingy later.. haiz.. when did i becum cleaner arh? haha.. cleaning e whole mess from my project members.. haiz.. its ok.. i've said wat i wanna said today.. so i hope u guys will cooperate wid each n every1 of us k? NO HARD FEELINGS again.. alrite.. talked abt it le.. everything's cleared up.. hope deb's feeling beta k.. *saYang U* hee* beta take gd care of ur health.. ohoh.. but i still missing my dar.. haha* anyway.. after sch went home lo.. rested awhile le den change go my ma shop dere find jing den we took cab go pray near mac n KFC dere.. aiyoh.. no1 dere praying lo.. but dere make till very grand~!haha.. very nice lo.. all e god all v big statues..haha.. anyway.. I HAD E WORSE FOOD I EVA ATE IN MY ENTIRE WHOLE LIFE I CAN TELL U!! YUCKS~~~ steamboat at geylang lor 19 i think... e MA LA Huo kuo.. YUCK BIG TIME.. my fren borought me dere to eat coz she says her pa says v nice got alot of food.. n now wat happen?.. SO LIL FOOD, E SOUP NOT NICE.. Cook e food le n it gives out A DAMN SMELLY SMELL! yUcks! really.. i wasted my $12.30 dere can.. i rather we go eat foodcourt de food lo.. woah.. PLS ppl.. dun eva step into dat store again.. U WILL REGRET! n now wat.. e smell lingers in my MOUTH!! *ARGH** disgusting smell.. lucky my dear not wid me.. if not u will be standing far far far away from me le.. haha*
at home online thinking if u got cum online not.. but hmm.. u neva.. msged u but neva reply me.. was feeling so sad all of a sudden.. BUT.. U CALLED ME.. n dere u were.. talking to me.. hearing ur voice.. making me feel so wanted.. hee* so happy can..n ya.. ur fren teasing behind u lo.. haha.. so funny.. woah.. go pasar malam.. so nice.. but heard u say dere raining.. aiyoh.. my heart pain u noe c u kena rain.. hmm.. hope u go home early k.. so happy dat u called me n talk.. hee* anyway.. i my troubbles all gone le.. *missing u to e bits*

:::u r e 1 i wanna b wid:::
:::u haf actually snatched my heart away :::
:::U r the one who i always day n nite:::
::: I LOVE U SO MUCH :::

wondering if u really serious wid me?
wondering if u really love me?
wondering if u really miss me?
wondering if u really need me?

if u eva love sum1 else, let me noe.. i'll let u go..
if u eva needed sum1, let me noe.. i'll be dere..
if u eva forget me.. but i'll neva forget u..
as in my heart, my mind, soul.. there's a place for u..
U're kept in my heart all e while..
U're kept in my heart safely n protected..
U're the one who i always think of..
Day n Nite.. n It felt so Right!

baby all i need is you..
Please dun leave me when u do..
baby all i want is you..
to give me e love dat u always give..
mayb becos..
i'm ToO in Love wid You~!

haiz.. dunno wat i'm thinking lately.. since u went to KL.. things juz changed.. hmm.. mayb coz i'm not used to it yet.. but i hope dat everything's fine wid u.. n hope to at least chat wid u online.. for dat i'm v happy le.. saw ur friendster.. was quite affected by it though.. haiz.. coz of dat ger.. i noe u've told me abt dat ger she ur v gd fren n all.. anyway.. its ok ya.. *down* dear... i miss you alot.. msg u but u din reply me.. hoping to chat wid u soon.. BTW.. today in sch so sucky.. coz of e project thingy.. it all went so chaos.. messed up.. n now i have to clear up all e mess .. FOR THEM! i mean.. y mus u guys lyk dat when u guys shld tok everything out in e meeting or so.. haiz.. tmr .. i dun wish any1 of u will give me attitude lo.. coz if u all do so.. tink i tmr cant tahan i'll flare up n dats it man! i have been all dis while controling my temper.. n i dun wish u guys to c my negative side of me.. coz i really mean it! haiz.. alrite.. tink dats abt it 1st.. havin migraine n stuff.. feeling not say v well though.. yupz.. take gd care guys..

*missing my dear .................................*

::: nat n me @ youth Park toilet :::