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So in ♥ with you




Tuesday, September 06, 2005--9:58 PMY

i tot dat things r slowly changing for beta..
it is.. but everything's juz crashin on me..
i cant handle it.. its juz too much for me..
all of a sudden i felt not like myself..
i wasn't myself at all..
I'M SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSION!!

the quarrells, the promises.. flashbacks..
all negative tots came rushing thru my heads..
i teared while bathing.. i'm scared..
am i gg crazy? .. i guess i am..

our 3rd mth wasn't a good 1.. coz we quarrelled lyk hell..
i'm getting worse.. i'm crazy! y am i being dis way?
wat can i do to stop all dis!? i'm sufferin..
y u always think dat u can do it when u dont do so..
seriously, if 1 day, u neva heard from me ..
dats e day i'm crazy.. n i'll forget u.. forget e whole darn thing!

but i dun wan to let go..my emotions unstable..i need help!!
i need YOU! i tried to hide my weakness inside..
when i'm all alone, i'll shut myself up!
can u be my doctor for life?
can u be my guiding stars?
i dun wish to lose u..
coz i love you too much till i cant lose u anymore..
neva the second time..' never....

' ok..i'm crying.. its just happens.. i noe i'm weak..
but i cant help it..

dear brought me to cafe cartel to cel 3rd mth..
met up wid long dey all.. ate crispy combo..
ate lover's fantasy.. its so sweet to eat with ur love one!
dear bought me a lite blue sleeveless top, a ebase top,
minnie mouse .. wentta watch herbie..its so cute!
wentta meet roger,isaac,eric,long n vyn
for ktv at partyworld.. eric's voice is so cool!
so girlie! damn nice!
headed to maxwell to eat den went home..
juz passed for my both OA n PR ca..
dear bought me a roxy pink wallet n a couple watch as
a well-done gift... i even had shark fin soup too!
so sweet! n we made a new couple pierce-out ring..

i noe its kinda diff coz u have changed ur job..
n its a 8:30 -5+ pm job for 5 days n half day for sat..
i'm trying my best to adapt into this life style!
i noe u wan the best for me, for urself.. for us!
i guess i can.. pls be with me to go thru all this ok?

i'll be fine .. i'll be real fine.. i guess..

Pls love me .. pls dun leave me..
for i noe i cant let u go!
i love you.. i really do..
wateva i do is all for u only..n no1 else..

aishiteru~!

So in ♥ with you








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Liyi
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♥ Wishes Y

  • COACH bag

  • MORE clothes

  • new phone N95

  • Flawless Skin

  • to eat at Equinox again

  • MORE Savings $ $

  • REAL GOLD mystic knot pendant

  • KL Trip With bunny

  • trip to Bangkok :p

  • trip to HongKong :D

  • trip to Taiwan :)

  • trip to London/Paris *)

  • Visit Uncle In Sydney :o

  • Driving License (MUST)

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