haha.. waiting for nehneh but she still slpin lo.. so cum online..
ok.. i noe u will eva cum into my blog n read my thoughts.. well.. i've think carefully le.. i shld give up on u.. i keeps wonderin y u can lyk 1 person so fast.. but anyway.. its ur choice.. its ur choice to dun contact wid me even if i still wanna be frenz wid u.. talked to shan.. realised dat she says correctly.. sayin dat u totally have no feelings for me so on n so forth..U shld have noe dat girl more den 1 week-1month i tink.. n i believe dats y u keeps wantin me to dun contact u anymore.. dats y when i leave e place u will not follow me behind.. its all coz u bian xin.. u lyk dat girl.. its ok.. i dun mind.. since u can be dat cruel to me.. telling me its totally over between us.. all coz of a girl.. anyway.. dis is e 1st time i eva begged a person..n dis will be e last time as i have told myself on sat.. if mon[v day] u not contacting me or mittin me.. i'll neva bother abt u anymore.. i really believe dat if both person loves each other alot , den 1 of them give another something, but if she/he eva give it away..means i'm givin my love away.. n if she/he lost e thing.. it means dat dey soon will quarrell..its not my 1st time..its not superstitious.. its lyk always so true..
dast y i believe.. mayb dis is a test for us.. mayb not.. mayb u will neva cum back to me.. but its ok.. i've learnt my lesson e harsh way.. although my heart isn't fully healed.. but i really hope dat time will heal it for me..
after all this bad news.. i'm a free person le.. ate yu shen last nite.. had alot of thoughts.. made my wishes.. hope dey'll slowly come true.. but dun worry.. its not abt u.. i wont eva ask u to cum back to me.. i wont eva begged u.. u choose dis path urself.. so i'm sticking to it.. anyway.. dats all how i feel.. after all dis.. i tink i becum stronger den last time.. i tink i can handled it..

**thanks my frenz for being dere(nat,deb,fm,ain,cindi,vivi)*huggieZ*