well.. Happy New Year to all of my frenz.. its a new year..so i dun wanna be sad n all.. but... haiz.. juz drift apart from sum1.. its so hurtful.. do u noe?.. i have to wait for ur msg all day long.. for 2 days.. den to receive only 2 msg.. wat has happen?.. do u noe i've been crying nites n nites recently although its CNY?? can u juz let me noe n explain to me? can u col me n at least let me hear ur voice? so hurt.. :'( i have to put up a smiley face everywhere i go .. but deep down in my heart.. its so so heavy n hurtful! did u lyk sum1 else? wat has happen!!! i've been thinking so much recently.. thinking till i almost cried in front of my family.. but i tried to control my tears.. why when i needed u.. u were not dere? why when i wanna c u.. u always juz shun away? i no longer no who i am.. mon is already v day.. i tot i can at least got sum1 to cel wid me.. but now... haiz.. *sob*... i was SO SO SO hoping dat dere will be a person i care alot will appear suddenly n surprise me wid anything!.. even if dere's nothing.. but if dere's U... i'll be SO SO happy!!Miss U~! *sob*

playing cardgames wid my kor's frens n da sao's fam at my hse for lyk.. 4nites.. won abit la.. had steamboat today at my relative's church.. den went to pai nian till later eveing we went to tiong watch i do i do.. funny show though.. but while i watching e show.. i tink of u.. was looking at my fone e whole time.. but no msg or col from u.. sad.. heavy heart.. depress..

i hope u're havin fun ..enjoying ur CNY.. beta take gd care of ur health while enjoying k..

*U can forget about me rite now.. BUT i will neva eva forget... YOU!#18

**dear ger gangs:
missing u guys.. enjoying ur every bits of ang baos? got gamble ma? sch gg to start soon.. summore onn dat stupid v day sia.. n got test summore.. c u guys soon k?.. HAPPY V DAY TO MY FRENZ!!